My daughter got her driver’s license last week. She is so excited about her new found freedom. There’s nothing like jumping in the car to go visit friends, shop, hit the beach, or grab an iced “Peach vanilla lemonade hibiscus chai green tea, or something like that, on a hot summer day. I am happy for her, I really am. But, this big accomplishment in my teenager’s life stirred up some feelings I didn’t expect.
My excitement turned into envy, and I sank into the part of me that wishes I could still drive. I am now the only one in my family who can’t drive. They all have the freedom to hop in a car, and come and go as they please. This moment was just another reminder of what I lost almost 4 years ago. I miss driving and all the perks that came with it. My daughter earned the privilege of driving, and for that, I was happy! And yet, to my surprise, I felt sad.
If you’ve never had your driving ability taken away, you may not understand the bittersweet feelings I’m experiencing. I hope you NEVER experience these emotions. Because if you did, well, that would mean you became legally blind, (as I did at the age of 50), and you can’t drive anymore. And honestly, that combination is emotionally painful.
That pain can be hard to cope with…and I gave myself permission to pout. But, not for too long, because I don’t want to miss out on this exciting time for her!! I’m looking forward to creating fabulous memories of us driving together. She is an amazing daughter and I’m very proud of her! So, let the Starbucks runs begin!!! There’s NOTHIN’ sad about coffee! Woo Hoo!